sometimes...i do things for the wrong reason. actually...a lot of times...i do things for the wrong reason. it's not so much as the act itself that digusts me, but rather, the motivation behind it. that desire to put up a front when you know that's not really who you are inside. the fascade and playmaking, the superficiality of it all...pure hypocrisy. personally, this usually happens when there's that certain particular unique individual that one wants to serenade and woo...
then i'm reminded,
life's a stage...and there's only an audience of One.