Reveries and Passions: 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
Kiss From a Rose
[Seal]
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Question...
I've been thinking about many things lately but one thing in particular keeps running around in my mind. It's the ever taunting question of "Do I really believe in what I say I believe in?"
I used to pride myself in being the "intellectual" type...thinking more with my head than my heart. I like dissecting things with my brain cells...contemplating...hypothesising...but now it has become my downfall.
I know I can't rely on emotions, but how much more can I rely on my own common sense? I find myself in the struggle of finding true faith. Have what I've been telling others in first year of university really what I truly believe? Am I just living the "lifestyle" just so that I can prove my point and stick out, or because I truly believe this is the way to live? How about throwing in a few Christian jargons in daily conversations with non-believers just to sound "spiritual"?
Maybe it's a fascade I've been trying to put up, or perhaps it was truly sincere? Either way, I know that I'll need to do something that I haven't done in a while...make a decision from my heart. From the soul, the very essence that'll carry into eternity. With it...I have to decide. This life or the next, which will be paradise...which will be hell.
Anyways, that's just the tip of the iceberg of pondering wondering in me.
Think of it as a taste test, a sample if you will.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Cialis - more than just a drug, it's a lifestyle...
Wow, packing them Cialis was quite tiring yesteryday with Eric, Kwan and Queeners
(thx Kwan for hooking us up with something to do...heh).
Highlights of the day: jerk chicken, Cialis cheers and jokes, rubber band ball (Sallianne) and finishing 19 boxes.
Softball cheer: [batter strikes out] "You need cialis to get back up!"
ok, that's lame
I missed Iron Chef America last sunday, hopefully I can catch the re-run this week
That is all. I've said it once and I'll say it again...Kwan's the MAN for being able to do our job for a couple of summers in a row...seriously!
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Just some sappy songs that I enjoy listening to once in a while...98 degrees...body temperature...heh. Yeah, all the links on my site for all the songs can be found on the Singer's/Band's homepage...I'm just practicing the art of URL leeching.
[My Everything] - just a sappy song I enjoy listening to taking a long walk down the food court and enjoying hot dogs by the bay watching the sunset with a burger in hand...boy oh boy...the starry sky reminds me of sprinkles on ice cream...
[Una Noche] - this song reminds me of my Dominican roots
[The Hardest Thing] - I tried to play this song on the piano once...for this girl I used to uh...yeah...you know...a while back...hahaha...to no success btw in both regards.
[This Gift] - after hearing this song I had a sudden urge to wear turtle necks and get huge pectoralis majors.
[Because of You] - this is a pretty cool stalking video...imagine being followed by a bunch of billboard advertisements!
And we're done...for now.